In the midst of creating herself she realised that making decisions or a decision is not at all a piece of cake. And making a correct decision is an intelligent task. So here she is writing. Trying to figure out what’s wrong. Also wishing for and needing the intelligence required to make a correct decision. With a blank head and zero emotions trying to make sense of her life. Evaluating the decisions already made. Studying the evaluation thoroughly so that a conclusion could be drawn. The reality of incorrect decisions was right there. Disappointment struck her. She confronted depression. Again. Not understanding a single thing. Again. Infinite thoughts which were circling in her head earlier made a web of themselves now to sit like a halo over her. And there she was in the midst of creating herself. 
– Gursimran Kaur